The Waxing Mind

Entries from January 2009

Today is the Day

January 20, 2009 · Leave a Comment

In probably one of the first times in my adult life the amount of pride and honor I feel to be an American is today. I given much thought to trying to remember the last time I’ve ever been truly moved by something we as a nation have done. Again, today is the day. I’m not some flag waving nationalist either. This was my sixth election to participate in and I never thought that in my life I’d ever participate in such a historically memorable election. The right to vote as a democracy, is part of what being an American is all about and for the longest time I believed that my vote didn’t really count. Especially the last two elections and the shadiness that surrounded the outcome. I admit it and nor did I think I was alone. To endure the last eight years, with major advances in the reduction of civil liberties, a war that has torn and divided this country into two separatist ideologies, and left it in one of the greatest financial crises of historical proportions, means that we need a new direction. Today is the day that we begin down that path.

Recently, I’ve really begun to reevaluate it means to be to be American. I’ve discussed the lack of voice in our country mostly through the means of art. Where is  the music and visual arts of this generation, who, if not, should be angry? Myself included. Dissonance brings about the revolution of change. The Bill of Rights and the Constitution define the intent of our Founding Fathers, yet the verbose leaves room for interpretation by all. I believe that the ability to speak your mind free from condementation, equality from race, sex and sexuality, and the freedom to dream and create your own destiny without interference are the basis for all things American. I might even treat myself to a hot dog today too.

Many may think that we all “drank the Koolaid,” but in acutality the work has just begun. The integrity of the President is one that I’ve never thought such a politician could possess. Today is the day that the work begins, turning this Nation around into a direction that works for all is a major undertaking. I honestly believe that Change has Come.

 

Pura Vida.

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The New Year

January 9, 2009 · Leave a Comment

My little blogosphere is in need of a little love, with the holidays over I wanted to return to my writing. Well, I happy that 2008 is waning into the distant historical books of my life. It was a very difficult and trying year for us. We are looking forward to all that ‘09 may bring and I let out a heavy sigh. Since 2008 was a gut check reality of health, for once in my life I’m going to try and make that a goal for the upcoming year. I need to lower my cholesterol so I don’t have a heart attack in ‘09 (300 pts isn’t good) and the damn Oatmeal Coffee Stout I made to replace a cup of coffee and a bowl of oatmeal didn’t help either. I also don’t want to do my part to make Merck any richer than they already are, so I want to find ways to get off this damn pill. One day at a time is what I keep telling myself.  Yeah, we started ‘08 off with no health insurance for Sus and a dislocated finger, she had a melanoma, I also had a surface skin tumor removed…hell even the dog has a tumor (non-lethal). One gets the gist.

My goals for 2009: continue to go to the gym, which I can’t believe I do. Really the only time I did run is when I was being chased, and now that I’m older I don’t get chased that much more. So I hit the gym and pretend. My real big goal besides my health is to reduce my environmental footprint on this earth. Since my wife and I are not homeowner’s I can’t do things around the house structurally to make it more friendly. Therefore my goals are to give a weekly pointer for things each of us can do in small footsteps to cause change. More on that to come though.

Recently, my good friend Joker, even long distance, got me hooked on fishing again. I haven’t really fished since the 80’s and maybe a few times in the 90’s. I remember a wonderful trip drifting down the Cowlitz for Steelies though only a few years ago. Out here it’s mostly bass, walleyes, pike and trout. Steelies exist if I want to drive either 4 hours north to upstate NY or 6 hours west to fish the tributaries of lake Erie. I’ve got a basic spin rod combo with my own tackle now. I went out a bunch last weekend, was going to go tomorrow, but it’s supposed to snow and I’m not sure if I man enough for that yet.  There is something meditative about standing along a lake/river bank, trying to read and understand the water, to think about where the fish maybe hiding out. Right now it’s a bit of a guessing game to figure out which tackle to use when and for what conditions, but that’s all part of the fun. Anyway, I find with each cast my mind becomes quiet and still which becomes a true vacation even though home may be only 10 miles away. So I thank him for his expert advice from the series of panic phone calls from Cableas but most of all for helping me to get back into it. Just another thing a man can go broke over.

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